Here’s my heart
It’s a Wednesday evening. (Two more days until the weekend.)
I am exhausted from a long day of teaching, and it’s late right now. I didn’t eat dinner (I forgot to), and I’m sitting here writing because, I am committed to the WordPress Post a Day challenge for 2011. I have made a promise to myself to write every day until the clock strikes 2012.
I won’t try to convince you that it’s been an easy challenge because it’s not at all easy, but it’s never drudgery. That’s because I love blogging.
As a result of signing up for this Post a Day challenge, WordPress sends bloggers different ideas about topics to write about. Since I never had a problem deciding what to write about, I didn’t need the suggestions – I wrote about the Caylee Anthony murder for nearly three years and there was always something to write about!
A day or so ago WordPress sent out a suggestion for a post that I liked. The suggestion was to write a post about why we became bloggers and why we gave our blog its name.
The main reason I started this blog was to prove to myself that I could really do it, first of all. And secondly, because I really really needed to vent about the Caylee Anthony case. I never thought anyone would read my blog. I didn’t think it would become anything other than a place for me to rant about the Anthony case. I called the blog “only dreamin” because it was my dream to begin a blog, I was only dreaming about anyone “liking” the blog.
It took a while for me to figure out what I was doing, and how to do it. It also took some time for me to figure out what my “voice” was on the blog.
My first blog post was July 11, 2009. I had no idea what I was doing; no idea how to blog, or how anything worked on WordPress. I didn’t know what “tags” were, I didn’t know anything and had no idea about “hits” either. (Hits refer to people “hitting” or landing on your blog.)
I’ve always wanted to start a blog, but didn’t think I could write anything people would read. In short, I never expected much, but my dreams were bigger than my doubts.
And then, I began to meet and chat with other bloggers, and friendships started in this little community of ours. We all have grown to respect and like one another, too.
It was Sherry who was the very first commenter on my blog. And when I read what she’d written it nearly made me cry, and I prayed she’d come back often. She did! One of the sweetest notes she wrote to me was:
God bless you in all of your endeavors! May all your dreams come true and when they do may you say, Am I dreamin’?
By the time I decided to commit to the Post a day challenge for 2011, so many new people began to visit and leave notes! That has been the real blessing.
So, that is how this blog was born! I thought it was a dream on the one hand, and on the other hand, it was an avenue for me to discuss my dreams (about happiness, gratitude, justice, and many more things).
I love blogging. There is nothing more satisfying than to finish a post and press that “publish” button! My heart stops every time I press that button.
I have not missed a single night of writing a post! The grand total of posts for 2011, after this post is published, is a total of 222 posts. (Yup, we are 222 days into 2011 already!)
I think this is a good time to tell my fellow-bloggers how much they mean to me.
It was in 2008 when I met Kitt in a chat-room about the Anthony case. When Kitt came to visit for the first time, I couldn’t believe it! I always learn something from Kitt. (Heart out to you, Kitt.)
Weezie aka Louise, has been so kind from very early on, when I first started the blog. I have grown so fond of Weezie, and I delight in the support she constantly gives me. (Heart out to you, Weezie.)
Hilde, dear Hilde was one of the very first to visit. Always so kind and supportive, and I love it when she “vents,” because her passion is divine. (Heart out to you, Hilde.)
Knight Owl and Louie have been visiting for a while now, too. No cat can hold a candle to Louie! And Knight Owl has always brought so much knowledge and insight. (Heart out to you, Knight Owl & Louie).
Jon is old faithful, but I think he’s so bummed about the verdict that he’s given up on blogging, and I miss him. Jon has made me laugh so much! (Heart out to you, Jon.)
Off-the-cuff is has incredible insight and analytical skills. OTC tells it like it is, no holes barred, which I appreciate so much. (Heart out to you, OTC.)
Rob is another old faithful and is another one with great insight. Rob writes thought provoking comments – he’s pretty funny, too. (Heart out to you, Rob.)
I love it when Venice visits, although she has a busy life, she pops in on occasion to make us laugh. (Heart out to you, Venice.)
Kim, dearest Kim. She has a blog, too, listed in my Blogroll. Kim has the best spirit and more courage than I think I could muster. My dear friend, Kim is always there. (Heart out to you, Kim.)
EDRN and Kim and I became buddies when we tried to hula-hoop. I never did it very well, but EDRN got pretty good at it. Miss you, EDRN. (Heart out to you, EDRN.)
CptKD, my dear friend, another Kim. What a writer she is! CptKD wrote a post for me, too. That was a lot of fun, and a good learning experience for both of us. CptKD is another very courageous soul; and she brings an LE insight, too, which we love. (Heart out to you, CptKD.)
The fact that Dee visits and leaves such wonderful insight from a lawyers perspective is incredibly valuable and enlightening. Dee is very generous about sharing her knowledge, and I am so grateful for that! (Heart out to you, Dee.)
There is no better cheerleader than RahRah! A loving and generous soul who has so much to share. Love her insight into the case. (Heart out to you, RahRah.)
Mainstreamfair, dear heart, has her own wonderful blog, too. It’s on my blogroll. If you’ve not visited her blog, you’ll love it. Thank you for your support, Mainstreamfair. (Heart out to you.)
Marinade Dave is someone I am honored to call friend. What a writer! He has been so generous with his vast knowledge about the Anthony case, and about Orlando. We were all so pleased that Dave was hired by Orlando Magazine to cover the trial. He did an incredible job, too. (Heart out to you, Dave.)
Nan11 doesn’t have a blog of her own (I don’t think), but she’s a wonderful writer. Maybe she’ll start a blog, too – hint hint! (Heart out to you, Nan.)
Humble Opinion’s blog was the very first blog I ever read on the Casey Anthony case. What a great job she does and has done, to record the events leading up to the trial in the Anthony case. I don’t always have the time to visit her blog, but love it when I do. (Heart out to you, Humble.)
Damaged Pets is a writer who has great insight about the Anthony case, especially. I get blown away nearly every time a comment is left because you get right to the core issue, Damaged Pets. (Heart out to you.)
Although I don’t always agree with GasCanGeorge, the comments give me a different perspective to consider, a different point of view. The beauty of living is that we all think differently. How boring it would be if there were no diversity of thought! (Heart out to you.)
Faith is very kind and knowledgeable and I always look forward to hearing from her! Like her name, her faith is so great. She is a true believer. (Heart out to you, Faith.)
Shyloh has been following the Anthony case, like most of us had, since day one, and her insight is rich, too. I love the name “Shyloh” too! (Heart out to you, Shyloh.)
And Lona1 is hysterical and always finds the best You Tube videos to share! I love to laugh with Lona! (Heart out to you, Lona1.)
Whistler’smother is another blogger with terrific insight who I love to hear from. Thank you for all the time you visit! (Heart out to you, Whistlersmother.)
KatyDid always has something kind and thoughtful to share…. I enjoy her visits so much! (Heart out to you, KatyDid.)
Linda, NancyB, Colleen, Addie, Another Andrea, Darlene, Michael D, Marcie, Margaret, Brandon Bob…. You continue to teach me so much….. (Heart out to all of you.)
And lastly, Sherry, who I mentioned earlier as one of the first to visit and write lovely and encouraging things to me, has been such a dear friend to me. Sherry, I think the world of you and I thank you for all you’ve given to support me these last couple of years. (Heart out to you, Sherry.)
I am sure I have forgotten to list so many…. It’s not that I forgot you, it’s just that I am bleary eyed and my mind is mush, mashed mush to be exact.
In closing, I’m not only dreamin’ any longer because so many lovely people have jumped into my heart and filled it right up!